defining lost
It's been well over 2 years since my last post here. It's not that I've not been writing at all … I do have other outlets that are a bit more specific to my current role. I just haven't been able to write here … in my own personal space, unloading and examining my own personal wrestling with faith and function. It's not that I haven't tried. Not a week goes by where I don't remember back to when it felt natural to process my inner thoughts and demons while chasing a cursor across a screen. So many things have happened these past 28 months that could have, should have, and in other times would have found their way to my screen as a record of my having lived them... and yet they didn't. Some of it I'll attribute to living a certain way for much of your adult life, and then suddenly not … at least not in the same way. Some of it I'll attribute to what I understand of conventional "writers block". The rest I'll attribute to a